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Well, my apolo­gies for not writ­ing sooner. I dont know why, but Ive been avoid­ing using this jour­nal. How very odd…

Any­way, Amy and I finally got together, on the 11th as a mat­ter of fact. We were walk­ing through the halls talk­ing, and this was the day of a con­cert. I had to go to the audi­to­rium to work lights for that night, and Amy came with me. We were in the light booth alone… She brought up the sub­ject of going out. I told her that I wanted to be with her, and the rest was up to her … So she said yes …

And it's been great! It started out very awk­ward, espe­cially because of Mike and Shauna. But that has sim­mered down. We've had a cou­ple of prob­lems so far, though. But we've worked every­thing out, and we're very happy. :)

I absolutely love being with her. She is a great girl … I'm really lucky …

Hmm, what else? Oh, Lin­sey. Well, that bitch is all but for­got­ten. I never did give her that let­ter. Threw it in the trash before I could. But I did even­tu­ally tell her how I felt. It was just sex. I didnt see any­thing in her but her phys­i­cal assets (no pun intended). So, that's no prob­lem. The fact that I never had sex with her bugs me a lit­tle bit some­times. But I don't regret my choices…

Last night, my friend Nicole had her 19th birth­day party, at Chuck E Cheeses. It was a blast. Amy couldn't make it, but I still had a great time. I hung out with Rachael most of the night, flirt­ing with her mostly. Per­haps a lit­tle bit too much. While Rachael and her friend were play­ing air hockey, I grabbed a bunch of ice cubes and pro­ceeded to toss them into Rachael's chest. That was fun. Later in the night, we got into a Silly String war, and I suc­cess­fully loaded large amounts of the Silly String into Rachaels shirt, as well as Nicole, and my friend Tara. I feel guilt now, espe­cially since Amy found out, but it was still fun. I don't antic­i­pate I'll be doing any­thing like that again for a long time, con­sid­er­ing Amy's reaction …

Any­way, what else? Oh! Last night before the party, I ran into some­one at Chuck E Cheeses. Andrea Chris­tensen. An old girl­friend of mine from 9th Grade. She was a friend of Stephanie's. Now she's not so friendly with Steph, mostly because she's a lit­tle whore. But any­way, we talked and caught up with each other. It was nice to see her.

While I'm on the sub­ject, Stephanie… Oh God! I can't believe this. Not even two days after Amy and I got together, Steph told Shauna that she still had feel­ings for me and wanted to call me to go back out with her. I wanted to call her and totally bitch her out about gen­eral things. But both Shauna and Amy have for­bid­den me from speak­ing to her. I still do have feel­ings for her, but Amy is 100 times the girl she is. Oh well.

Wow. I hope I'm up to speed now… Bedtime!