Sec­ond night of dress rehearsal for The Shadow Box. Things have been going okay, I guess. What's inter­est­ing, though, is not what hap­pened on stage.

Dur­ing the 1st act, I had been hang­ing out with Megan in the green room. There was nobody in there (uhh … no, it's not going there). How­ever, we did start talk­ing. I told her about how I was sad about Sharon los­ing inter­est in me, and we talked about Lizzy too. We also talked a lit­tle bit about Her. Need­less to say, by Inter­mis­sion, we were both kinda sad.

There was a point dur­ing inter­mis­sion when I was the only one in the green room because Megan had to go take care of the cur­tain. Sharon walked in and asked about some­thing. After I answered, I added some­thing like "well, this is strange con­sid­er­ing that you haven't talked to me in a while." Bad idea. We got into a huge fight that many of the cast and crew heard as they were walk­ing through the green room.

It basi­cally ended with her get­ting pissed off because she said I was the one that started ignor­ing her, and that she just wrote me off. Then she walked off mad. I was really hurt.

Megan comes back in. I just sat with her and she held me as it sank in just how much I had fucked up.

Sharon comes back out and said that she was calm. So I took her out in the hall­way and we talked. I ended up mak­ing her late for "Places" but we said we would talk after the show.

I told Kris­tine I would take Sharon home. After the show was over, we sat in my car and resolved things between us. Unfor­tu­nately, she's now involved with some­one else, so what was between us is up in the air indef­i­nitely. Unfortunately.