As far as gen­eral life is con­cerned, things are going pretty well. Today was the last day of the large group vocal music fes­ti­val at Rocky. Jamie's choir per­formed yes­ter­day and they did well.

But then …

I saw Stephanie. The love of my life that I haven't seen in almost two years. Appears again. I couldn't believe it. Much like Amy did and still does, she stared at me while she was walk­ing around Rocky with Shauna. And when I saw her per­form, it brought back so many feelings.

And I didn't hide it very well as far as Jamie is con­cerned. She knew that some­thing was both­er­ing me. And, after much of her beg­ging, I finally told her. And then we just talked for about the next hour. That's just one of the things that draws me to her: she lis­tens — and understands.

Even though we had talked, I still had felt pretty weird when I went home. We talked some more tonight, and it helps. But I still have a lot to think about …