Good god! I'm a dumbass. More on that later …
Today was rather indifferent. A Monday like any other. Short Fiction is so completely boring … but it's easy, so I guess I shouldn't be complaining.
After school, Megan asked me if I was going to the movie night at Collins. She's in AP US History. I'm not. But I decided to go anyway. We saw "Saving Private Ryan". It's a good movie, but I started getting really tired well into the second hour of the film.
After the movie, Megan and I went back to Rocky … and just sat in her car for a while. During this, I brought up the subject of a rather indiscretional activity … and she really didn't have an answer for me. This sucks … the last thing I want her to think is that I'm a sex-obsessed pervert. Because I'm really not. Damnit! I'm a moron … But for a while, I've been pitching this idea of an open-communication relationship to her, and I thought that I should heed my own advice for once. A lot of good that did me … Shit!
More self bashing later … but I've got Contest in Loveland tomorrow, so I guess that's it for now …