Protected: My God, What Have I Done …

Last night, I decided to go to Jenn's brother's party (Megan had gone to see "The Mummy Returns" with Jake). We just hung out for a while, talk­ing and spread­ing sex­ual innu­endo every­where. It doesn't take a whole lot of alco­hol to get me drunk, but I did get quite a bit tipsy.

Even­tu­ally, the night led to us talk­ing about Megan, Cathy, and so many other things. She kept telling me how she wanted to kiss me, but I wouldn't do it. But I did do some things I wasn't proud of. We never kissed, though, even though she really wanted me to. At around 2:30am, I finally left her house, attempt­ing to drive, as drunk and con­fused as I was.

I can't believe I've done this, espe­cially con­sid­er­ing that Prom is, well, tonight! I don't know what to do … I can't believe this …