I got off of work a cou­ple of hours ago, and I'm here at the library …

The day didn't go too incred­i­bly bad … save for the fact that when I got to work this morn­ing, Megan was still pretty upset, because of last night …

So we talked about things a bit, and after we calmed down, things were alright.

Cut to: Lunch.

We went to the ASP room to talk and I was being mean to her about it again, and I said that I was sorry for being so frus­trat­ing. I told her that I wanted her to be with her friends, but that I act *very* self­ish sometimes.

I really need to work on not being so self­ish with her. I sure as hell don't want to end up suf­fo­cat­ing her like I did with Cathy. But I'm work­ing on it, and that's what I told Megan, too.

I really need to stop being so self­ish. But it's a work-in-progress, as with any­thing else.

Got Open­Stage rehearsal tonight. I wanna go home …