What is it that makes a person need another person? Why do I feel so empty when I'm alone…
I spent the majority of the evening last night working on the other site and, although I was getting a lot done, for the first time, I felt nothing. This machine (or one of its contemporaries) has always been available for me whenever I need it, something *no* person can do. I would spend hours and feel fufilled.
But I felt nothing. It's just a box, and it does something no person can do because it is *not* a person.
Why do I feel this way… Why do I hate myself so much…
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME????