I've been back in the Lin­coln Cen­ter this week, bust­ing my ass for OST's lat­est show, "The Musi­cal Com­edy Mur­ders of 1940", and it's a great show, but the process has just become.…tedious. As self-tortuous and ulti­mately futile as it was, the expe­ri­ence of sit­ting in the booth and run­ning a show was much more fun when Megan was there fight­ing with, talk­ing with, and fuck­ing me. Haha.

It's just not the same; I don't sup­pose it ever will be.