"I don't know what's gonna hap­pen in the future, and I don't want to be lim­ited or tied down…"
"Does that mean that you don't want to be with me any­more?"
"I don't know…"

We needed to talk about it, and we didat great length. My god, was it hard. So many things were said that I didn't think I would ever hear.

But life has a funny way of sur­pris­ing usand usu­ally almost always at the most inop­por­tune times…

It hurt so bad, and I didn't know what to do. Things were fly­ing in so many direc­tions that, at the time, it seemed like my whole world was crash­ing down in front of meand I couldn't stop it from hap­pen­ing. I felt so helpless.

And it kept coming…

There are things that are going to hap­pen, and there's no way we can pre­vent them. Things will change, dras­ti­cally. And we have to pre­pare. This is some­thing I've always known.

But it kept coming…

I found that I'm so much worse than I really though­tand this MUST change. And now I know how to fight it. I am finally empow­ered. And I will not stop until it is gone. For good.

I must do this for US. But also, I MUST do this for MEor I will lose what is so impor­tant to me. And this, I CANNOT allow.

I know now.

"It sounds like a good place to start…"