My Worst Fear…

Has Come True…

It was the only thing I set out not to do…

and it seems to be the only thing that I've really accomplished…

It seemed so familiar…

and then she uttered the word: "smothering"…

I've had this feel­ing before…

and it all came rush­ing back…

It's still here…

And I don't know what to do…

I'm. So. Scared.