Last night I was lay­ing in bed (or rather, Dan's couch) think­ing about her.…

Think­ing what it would be like if she were here and not over in [edit] (well, if I said where she was, some of you might know who I'm talk­ing about, so I'd best keep that to myself).

But I wonder.…I laid there with noth­ing but silence to keep me com­pany… doing some­thing I hadn't done in years… and only she was on my mind.

Ear­lier in the day, I fell asleep down­stairs while Kevin and Sam were play­ing Final Fan­tasy X (bleh!) and I dreamed about her. All I can remem­ber is that we were leav­ing a build­ing and she was cry­ing. Some­thing was about to hap­pen, and then—I woke up. Damnit!

Gosh, was it strange.…Is it pos­si­ble to have a crush on the same girl twice?

Yes.

Blast!