[16:29] CL: so, i was doing good.… after megan basically bitched me.… i took her sn off of trillian and initiated no contact. then, thursday nite, guess what happens.….
[16:29] Indigo Meridian: .…do tell.
[16:32] CL: well, my roomie dan and i decided to spend thurs. together, shopping and whatnot.… we came home that evening, and there was an IM from her waiting that simply said, "ello?".… i closed the window. okay so far, right?
[16:32] Indigo Meridian: yeah…
[16:32] CL: about 10 minutes later, she fuckin' called me!
[16:32] Indigo Meridian: hahaha
[16:32] CL: and we were both like, "this isn't gonna be good"
[16:32] CL: but i take the call anyway.
[16:34] CL: we talk for a while, and she's like merry christmas and stuff like that.…. i nonchalantly say, "are we gonna hang out while you're home sometime?", thinking that she'll find some way out of it, as before.
[16:34] Indigo Meridian: right.
[16:35] CL: and she's like, "actually, that's why i was calling. would you mind if i came over?"
[16:35] CL: and i'm thinking, "WHAT THE FUCK?"
[16:35] Indigo Meridian: O.O hahahahaha
[16:37] CL: so, we agree that she's coming over, and say goodbye.…
[16:37] CL: my roomie Dan is like, "dude, what the fuck are you doing?"
[16:37] CL: cuz i am totally freaking at this point
[16:38] Indigo Meridian: understandable
[16:38] CL: so, i freak until she gets there, and we hug, and it all melts away
[16:38] CL: by this time it's about 9:15
[16:39] CL: dan and i agree ahead of time that i'll try and get rid of her by 11.
[16:40] Indigo Meridian: lol…
[16:40] CL: so we go downstairs to my room and we talk for a while.…normal conversation.…normal sexual innuendo.…we wrestle a bit and it's fun.…. 11pm approaches.
[16:42] Indigo Meridian: what next? suspense!
[16:43] CL: and we start talking about movies.…and i ask her if she wants to watch "punch-drunk love".….she says yes.…(i'm not thinking too smart about my film choices at this point)
[16:43] Indigo Meridian: ehehe
[16:44] CL: so i turn off the lights and put on the movie.… and by the end of it, we're laying together.…. inside, i'm ecstatic.
[16:45] CL: she starts getting tired, so she heads to go home.…but, as is standard with us, it takes us forever, standing outside in the cold, to say goodbye.
[16:45] CL: it's 1:30am before she leaves.
[16:45] Indigo Meridian: my my
[16:47] CL: it was a good experience.…nothing bad happened.…but i think it left me with a sprinkle of hope.…and i'm not sure how good that is.
[16:47] Indigo Meridian: probably not so good…
[16:29] Indigo Meridian: .…do tell.
[16:32] CL: well, my roomie dan and i decided to spend thurs. together, shopping and whatnot.… we came home that evening, and there was an IM from her waiting that simply said, "ello?".… i closed the window. okay so far, right?
[16:32] Indigo Meridian: yeah…
[16:32] CL: about 10 minutes later, she fuckin' called me!
[16:32] Indigo Meridian: hahaha
[16:32] CL: and we were both like, "this isn't gonna be good"
[16:32] CL: but i take the call anyway.
[16:34] CL: we talk for a while, and she's like merry christmas and stuff like that.…. i nonchalantly say, "are we gonna hang out while you're home sometime?", thinking that she'll find some way out of it, as before.
[16:34] Indigo Meridian: right.
[16:35] CL: and she's like, "actually, that's why i was calling. would you mind if i came over?"
[16:35] CL: and i'm thinking, "WHAT THE FUCK?"
[16:35] Indigo Meridian: O.O hahahahaha
[16:37] CL: so, we agree that she's coming over, and say goodbye.…
[16:37] CL: my roomie Dan is like, "dude, what the fuck are you doing?"
[16:37] CL: cuz i am totally freaking at this point
[16:38] Indigo Meridian: understandable
[16:38] CL: so, i freak until she gets there, and we hug, and it all melts away
[16:38] CL: by this time it's about 9:15
[16:39] CL: dan and i agree ahead of time that i'll try and get rid of her by 11.
[16:40] Indigo Meridian: lol…
[16:40] CL: so we go downstairs to my room and we talk for a while.…normal conversation.…normal sexual innuendo.…we wrestle a bit and it's fun.…. 11pm approaches.
[16:42] Indigo Meridian: what next? suspense!
[16:43] CL: and we start talking about movies.…and i ask her if she wants to watch "punch-drunk love".….she says yes.…(i'm not thinking too smart about my film choices at this point)
[16:43] Indigo Meridian: ehehe
[16:44] CL: so i turn off the lights and put on the movie.… and by the end of it, we're laying together.…. inside, i'm ecstatic.
[16:45] CL: she starts getting tired, so she heads to go home.…but, as is standard with us, it takes us forever, standing outside in the cold, to say goodbye.
[16:45] CL: it's 1:30am before she leaves.
[16:45] Indigo Meridian: my my
[16:47] CL: it was a good experience.…nothing bad happened.…but i think it left me with a sprinkle of hope.…and i'm not sure how good that is.
[16:47] Indigo Meridian: probably not so good…