It is now time to hold my word. To make things as best I can…

And accept what hap­pens, for bet­ter… or worse. Per­son­ally, I'm hop­ing for the bet­ter. But that all remains to be seen at the moment.

I have a lot of repairs to make; promises to keep; feel­ings to mend… and not just with her. With so many peo­ple that I've for­got­ten or brushed aside… and I must do it now.

Love is a very pow­er­ful mas­ter. Per­haps the most pow­er­ful emo­tion known to man… and, as the adage goes, it can make you do fucked up things… things that you would nor­mally see if you weren't blindly fol­low­ing your heart. Don't get me wrong, love is a great feel­ing, and the point of it is to fol­low your heart. But what I've only recently learned is that you can't just fol­low your heart. Every­thing else has to be con­sid­ered as well. And, as much as I hate to admit it, every­thing (and every­one) else got lost in the shuf­fle. It's time to find that all again…

It's not too late now. I have a chance with her, with every­one. And by God, I'm going to use it.

My Life To Be Continued…