I'm a lit­tle con­fused at the moment…The day before I left for Park City, we talked at length about how unhappy she was in CA.

So, whilst in Park City, I called her to say hi and what­not. We talked for a while, but what sur­prised me was that aside from that nite, I didn't really think about her at all. So…when I return home, we talk on IM and she goes into more rea­son­ing for why her life is a hor­ri­ble one…and again, I'm at a loss. Then comes the sex­ual innu­endo, which is nor­mally hard enough for me to take…

She starts to tell me how she needs to get laid, or even kissed. My reply is to say, "if I were there, I'd kiss you." She responds with, "you don't count. I know you would." Then the kicker:

It quickly devel­oped into another Megan/Chris argu­ment. I don't know what to do, or even if there is any­thing to do. Even though I tried to play like I don't, I still love her with all my heart and would be happy to move on with her­to­gether. My heart is in pain…