Tonite I finally met a girl who I'd been an online acquaintence of for some time. She came over, we watched a movie (CITIZEN TOXIE, as she's a Troma fan *bonus!* and hadn't seen it yet).
Things went well. She seems pretty cool and was fairly easy to talk to, although we didn't talk too much…just watched the movie. I dunno, I didn't think I seemed uneasy or uncomfortable, but perhaps I was, and perhaps I let on to that a bit more than I realized.
I haven't had an actual girlfriend in over a year, plus this was the first time I'd actually met her, so I guess I was.…a bit.…apprehensive.
I'd only seen a picture of her online before our meeting, and she was actually much cuter than her picture led me to believe, that was a pleasant surprise.
After the movie, she jetted out pretty fast…and soon thereafter she came online. Then my perception was confirmed:
[23:00] Her: yeah I did
[23:00] Me: just wondering…you zipped out kinda fast
[23:00] Her: mostly.…I need a smoke
[23:00] Her: needed*
[23:00] Me: ahha
[23:01] Her: plus you looked kinda uncomfortable hehe
[23:01] Me: did i?
[23:01] Her: hehe kinda
[23:02] Me: hehe…sorry…didn't quite know what to expect, ya know.
[23:02] Me: first meetings are always a bit strange
[23:02] Her: yeah I feel ya
Later on in the conversation, she said something I certainly didn't expect:
Me = happy. As always, guess we'll see where this goes.