Waking up from a dream

We spent most of the early day lay­ing together in the base­ment. I called my mom and told her that I had decided to stay at Jake's last night. She bought it, hook, line and sinker. It couldn't have worked out better.

Once we finally got up, we went to visit Jake at Juice Stop. Then we went back to her house and took a nap together (that is, until her mom called … oh well). I didn't come home until about 6pm. I was going to go back and spend the night again, but I was way too tired and I didn't have the energy to drive back. (Yeah I know, poor me.) So I ended up stay­ing home … Wow … what a weekend …

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I must be the luck­i­est guy in the world. I am the luck­i­est guy in the world …

I had just fin­ished Jazz Choir this morn­ing, and started to leave the music wing to go to 1st period. Amy appeared. She said that she needed to talk to me. We walked silently until we were alone. I said noth­ing. We stopped. And then she said that she did a lot of think­ing last night and that she believed me. She said I don't even need to talk to those other girls, because I know who I'm going to believe. And it's you. I was blown away. I just couldnt believe it. I asked her where she wanted to go from here. She said It's up to you. I told her that she knew how I felt, and that it was up to her. She told me No, its up to you. I told her I wanted her, if she would have me. She said, Of course I will. I dont think I've ever been as happy as I was this morn­ing. We embraced, and I almost cried. I said thank you for believ­ing me and I promise I'll never hurt you again. We embraced some more and then went to class. I had a smile on my face all day.

She told me later that day that Jon, a friend of ours had told her that he was glad we had bro­ken up. She asked him to give her three rea­sons why. He said 1) Chris is a jerk for doing that to you, 2) there are lots of guys that want to be with you, and 3) I'm one of them. She said, well, I'm not really interested.

So, after school, I asked her why she still wanted to be with me. I said that there were lots who wanted to be with her, and she still chose me. Why? She said because I still like you, and I believe you.

I know that I will never take her for granted again, and I will never, ever hurt her again. I think I may have found some­body that will be with me for a long, long time. I am the luck­i­est per­son on the face of this earth…